John Stemberger of OnMyHonor.net responds to Boy Scouts pro-homosexual membership standards:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHMSMX4nhkg. 50 minutes or more.
April 29, 2013 Livecast of Boy Scouts leadership on the National Executive Committee:
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Saturday, May 11, 2013
ON MY HONOR'S RESPONSE TO BOY SCOUTS NEW GAY MEMBERSHIP STANDARDS
John Stemberger of OnMyHonor.net responds to Boy Scouts pro-homosexual membership standards:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHMSMX4nhkg. 50 minutes or more.
April 29, 2013 Livecast of Boy Scouts leadership on the National Executive Committee:
Friday, May 10, 2013
UPDATE: DELAWARE LEGALIZES GAY MARRIAGE, BECOMES ELEVENTH STATE TO APPROVE
The gleeful Governor Markell of Delaware hurriedly signs gay marriage bill into law, saying: "I do not intend to make any of you wait one moment longer", unwittingly characterizing the burning "lust" that must be satisfied immediately in those forced to wait "decades".
The "first state" becomes the "eleventh state" to join the infamous band of states rejecting God's law.
Romans 1:26-27-"For this reason God gave them up to vile passions. For even their women exchanged the natural use for what is against nature. Likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust for one another, men with men committing what is shameful, and receiving in themselves the penalty of their error which was due".
God may not wait one moment longer either! Example: HO41 gonorrhea, a just recompense.
See the following videos:
Text accompanying above video, in part:
A divided state Senate gave final legislative approval Tuesday to a bill authorizing same-sex marriage after hearing about three hours of debate. The vote sends the bill to Democratic Gov. Jack Markell, who has promised to sign it.
The bill doesn't give same-sex couples any more rights or benefits under Delaware law than they currently have with civil unions. But supporters say same-sex couples deserve the dignity and respect of married couples. They also hope the U.S. Supreme Court strikes down a federal law barring married gay couples from receiving federal benefits.
And:
DELAWARE HB75 BILL TO PERMIT SAME SEX MARRIAGE & 75 DE PASTORS IN DOVER AGAINST GAY MARRIAGE
TITLE OF DELAWARE HB75 BILL
FULL TEXT OF BILL:
http://legis.delaware.gov/LIS/lis147.nsf/vwLegislation/HB+75/$file/legis.html?open.
http://legis.delaware.gov/LIS/lis147.nsf/vwLegislation/HB+75/$file/legis.html?open.
An Act To Amend Title 13 Of The Delaware Code Relating To Domestic Relations To Provide For Same-gender Civil Marriage And To Convert Existing Civil Unions To Civil Marriages.
DELAWARE HB75 Summary
This Act repeals the prohibition on same-gender marriage that was enacted in 1996. The effect of this Act is to allow two individuals, whether of the same or different genders, to marry if otherwise eligible. Upon the effectiveness of this Act, no new civil unions will be formed in Delaware. This Act allows both parties to a civil union that is not subject to a pending proceeding for dissolution, annulment or legal separation to convert their civil union to a marriage prior to July 1, 2014 by application for a marriage license to the clerk of the peace of the county in which their civil union license was issued, with or without further solemnization of such marriage. On July 1, 2014, all remaining civil unions not currently subject to a proceeding for dissolution, annulment or legal separation will automatically convert to marriages. This Act also provides that for legal unions other than marriages between two persons of the same gender established in another jurisdiction, both parties to such legal union will be afforded the same rights, benefits and protections, and will be subject to the same responsibilities, obligations and duties, as a marriage for purposes of Delaware law. In order for such recognition to apply, such union must be validly formed in such other jurisdiction, the parties thereto must meet the eligibility requirements to enter into a marriage in the State of Delaware, and such union must afford and impose on the parties thereto substantially the same rights, benefits, protections, responsibilities, obligations and duties of marriage. This Act provides for the equal application of all laws of the State of Delaware relating to marriage, married spouses or their children to same-gender or different-gender married spouses and their children. This Act protects religious freedoms of religious societies and other persons. The Act specifically protects the freedom of religion guaranteed under the United States Constitution and the Delaware Constitution. Further, the Act specifies that it shall not interfere with or regulate the religious practice of any religious society. Any religious society is free to choose which marriages it will solemnize, and religious societies, clergypersons and ministers of any religion will not be required to solemnize any marriage that does not conform to its religious beliefs. This Act becomes effective on July 1, 2013.
Sponsors
History
| Date | Chamber | Action |
|---|---|---|
| 2013-05-01 | Senate | Reported Out of Committee (EXECUTIVE) in Senate with 4 Favorable |
| 2013-04-24 | Senate | Assigned to Executive Committee in Senate |
| 2013-04-23 | House | Passed by House of Representatives. Votes: Passed 23 YES 18 NO 0 NOT VOTING 0 ABSENT 0 VACANT |
| 2013-04-17 | House | Reported Out of Committee (HOUSE ADMINISTRATION) in House with 3 Favorable, 1 On Its Merits |
| 2013-04-11 | House | Introduced and Assigned to House Administration Committee in House |
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
IS BAHA'I THE ONE WORLD RELIGION? IT SEEMS SO
Baha'i Basics Part 1:
Baha'i Basics Part 2:
Baha'i Basics Part 3:
Haifa, Israel Baha'i World Center:
The Christian Response to the Baha'i:
See:
http://contenderministries.org/bahai.php.
http://www.4truth.net/fourtruthpbworld.aspx?pageid=8589952143.
http://carm.org/bahai.
http://www.thebereans.net/prof-bahai.shtml.
Sermon of pastor Tim Miessler of Grace Bible Presbyterian Church (Reformed) of Cincinnati, Ohio:
http://www.sermonaudio.com/sermoninfo.asp?SID=413131211375.
CONTEMPLATIVE RUTH HALEY BARTON DEFENDED BY ASSEMBLIES OF GOD GENERAL SUPERINTENDENT AND HEAD OF WOMEN'S MINISTRIES
Here is the Lighthouse Trails Research report in its entirety to date, which does not yet include their response:
Assemblies of God General Superintendent Letter Responds to Lighthouse Trails Article
– Defends Contemplative Spirituality
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| "Regarding the Lighthouse Trails article, SPECIAL REPORT: Assemblies of God “Believe” Conference Makes Bold Move – Brings in Contemplative Key Player Ruth Haley Barton,” the General Superintendent of the AOG denomination, George O. Wood,  has issued a response via e-email. Because this response has been sent out to an undisclosed number of people as a form letter, we consider this a public response; thus we are posting the entire response below. Dr. Wood has included a statement from “Dr. Jodi Detrick, chairperson for the Network for Women in Ministry, which is cohosting this gathering along with the Assemblies of God Theological Seminary.” Lighthouse Trails will be preparing its own public response to Dr. Wood and to Dr. Detrick. However, at this time, we are only posting their letter. We will say this, however: Dr. Detrick has attempted to insert an ad hominem argument of Pentecostalism vs. non-Pentecostalism; Lighthouse Trails will not be engaging in that discussion as the true issue at hand is contemplative spirituality versus the Gospel and the authenticity of the Cross": From the General Superintendent: "Ruth Haley Barton is the scheduled speaker for the evening gathering for female ministers at General Council.  Below is a statement from the Task Force for this event and Dr. Jodi Detrick, chairperson
for the Network for Women in Ministry, which is cohosting this gathering along with the
Assemblies of God Theological Seminary. Dr. Detrick is an ordained minister and a respected religion columnist for the Seattle Times. She is also the spouse of Dr. Don Detrick, who serves as Secretary-Treasurer of the Northwest District of the AG and is the current leader of the AG Secretary/Treasurer’s Fellowship, as well as a member of the General Presbytery. I trust the response that she and her Task Force has provided will be helpful." George O. Wood, General Superintendent.
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There are three websites that the Detricks have online: http://growingorganicdisciples.com/, which promotes Don Detrick's book: "Growing Disciples Organically-The Jesus Method of Spiritual Formation". This website contains a reference to an article he wrote in 2007 titled "Sacred Serenade: The Role of Music in Spiritual Formation", and in which he refers to Dallas Willard (a very well known contemplative proponent), Brian McLaren (well known emerging church leader and contemplative), and Chuck Swindoll (well known Christian "psychologist"). http://jodidetrick.com/, and http://jesusheartedwoman.com/, the latter promoting her own book "The Jesus Hearted Woman". 
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"We have received your inquiry regarding the guest speaker for the credentialed women in
ministry event at General Council 2013. A couple of websites attempt to discredit Ruth Haley
Barton (along with Beth Moore, Richard Foster, Dallas Willard, Moody Bible Institute, Focus
on the Family, and many others—several of the most effective ministries and Christ-like
teachers of the Word and of the Christian life today). These websites (which as far as we can
tell are by non-Pentecostals) generally do not report their qualifications to do “research”
and condemn her ministry specialty, contemplative prayer, (along with spiritual formation
and direction—two other well-recognized forms of in-depth discipleship) as a false version of
Christianity, more akin to something practiced in Eastern religions. Therefore, we want to
respond to the issues at the root of this misunderstanding.
As people of Pentecost, we believe in a personal relationship with Jesus Christ, in a dynamic faith that
can be experienced. Through the help of the Holy Spirit, we are called to share the Christ-life: to live like
Jesus, to do the works of Jesus, and to know the Father as Jesus did—personally and intimately. One
way to cultivate such intimacy is to quiet ourselves from all of the noise around (and within) us, and wait
upon the Lord, in order to hear from Him. Such “tarrying” has a rich tradition within our Movement. Our
early forebearers like Maria Woodworth-Etter and Smith Wigglesworth communed with the
Lord like that, and as a result preached under a powerful anointing, while ministering with
signs and wonders. The pursuit of communion with God through intimate, personal experience
is a kind of spirituality that has been part of the Assemblies of God since the beginning, but
sadly, the number of Christ-followers actually practicing it has declined over the years. Interestingly,
today there is a growing hunger, even outside our Fellowship, for that kind of relationship and experience
with God.
Ruth Haley Barton is committed to helping people connect with Jesus Christ in a meaningful way,
especially those who have been so busy serving Him that they’ve forgotten how important it is to really
know Him, and to spend time with Him.
Sadly, some are saying that seeking the Lord in such a way equates with the practices of
meditation and contemplation in Eastern religions. This couldn’t be further from the truth, and
is an unfortunate and inaccurate identification. Eastern religions utilize pagan practices designed
to empty one’s mind, thus opening oneself to the spirits of darkness. In fact, Satan often attempts to
steal, copy, or distort Christian practices that have their origin in true faith. One can find false religions
that practice prayer, fasting, forms of divine healing, visions, tongues, prophecies, and other things we,
as Pentecostals hold dear. Even yet today, there are many that would accuse Pentecostals of
being cultish mystics because we embrace the mysteries of a divine God who moves outside
of our natural realm.
Conversely, Christian contemplative prayer is a biblical spiritual discipline with a goal of focusing one’s
attention on God in order to thoroughly fill one’s heart and mind with Christ and His Word. Following
biblical instruction to “meditate on God’s word day and night,” and to “be still and know that He is God,”
such activity has been practiced by Pentecostals for centuries. This is reminiscent of an old hymn that
reminded believers to “turn your eyes upon Jesus” so that the “things of earth may grow strangely dim
in the light of His glory and grace.”
Some have inaccurately reported that Ruth Barton teaches the use of only three words as the sum of
all prayer. This is a misrepresentation of her encouragement to find a simple, personal prayer to say to
God when one is entering into a time of silence and listening in His presence. This act of listening in
quietness is only one narrow aspect of prayer life but one that is often greatly neglected, to our loss.
Of course we are to pour our hearts out in fervent prayer and intercession, and also to shout with praise.
But it is also important to cultivate stillness; using a simple prayer (not as a mantra, as some have
implied) to call our hearts back from stray thoughts and distractions is the goal in Mrs. Barton’s
instructions on how to “be still and know that He is God.” Pentecostal Christians often pray and sing
repetitive words. In our weekly church services, we hear the words, “Hallelujah. Thank You, Jesus.”
repeated often in sincere prayer. We sing and pray “Come Holy Spirit, I need Thee,” and mean it from
our hearts. The Psalms are full of prayers that use repetition as a way to honor God and to focus on
Him. Every time people say the Lord’s Prayer, they are repeating a “prescribed prayer” that our Lord
told us to pray. In Matthew 6:7, Jesus was very intentional with His use of words when He told his
disciples ‘not to use vain repetition as the heathen do.’
Our prayers are not to be vain, useless words repeated without thought. He also said the heathen
thought they would be heard for their “much speaking” but obviously He did not mean that every long,
extended time of heartfelt prayer is prohibited. We must be careful not to condemn our brothers and
sisters in Christ who are committed to Scripture and are being used mightily by God, even though,
on the surface, it looks somewhat different than we are accustomed to.
One other caution we would be wise to heed is not to judge a person’s current theology or
spiritual vitality based solely on secondary associations or those whom they may have
studied under in the past.
Acts 7:22 says, “Moses was educated in all the wisdom of the Egyptians and was powerful in speech
and action.” In Acts 22:3, Paul said, “I studied under Gamaliel…” God chose to include this academic
background about these men in His Word. Both of them had those influences in their history that we
would certainly deem questionable, at best, but they went on to embrace different beliefs as they
encountered the living God in a personal way. In the bio on her website, Mrs. Barton includes these
important words: “The breadth of Ruth’s study and learning in a variety of settings contributes to the
strength of her teaching and writing. While she values all that she has gained from the teachers and
institutions in which she has studied, this does not imply endorsement of everything taught in these
environments. Ruth’s teaching and writing have been most profoundly shaped by her commitment to
“examine the Scriptures to see if these things are so.” (Acts 17:11)” Here is the link to her statement
of faith and it would helpful to read what she believes and adheres to, in her own words, and not from
other sources: http://www.transformingcenter.
Further, it is unwise to jump to conclusions that since Speaker A, once quoted Speaker B, who then
quoted secular speaker C – that therefore Speaker A and Speaker C are in the same boat with one
another. The Apostle Paul quoted pagan poets in Acts 17, but that did not mean he was a pagan.
And, interestingly, his quotation was not even used in a negative context meant to disprove that pagan
poet. In fact, he used what the pagan poet had said to make a case for God’s truth.
We want to assure those with concerns that there is not even the smallest part of us that
embraces any form of eastern religion or the New Age movement’s teachings and practices.
We are a group of Spirit-filled women, all volunteers, who prayerfully met together and considered who
might bring something valuable to our event at General Council. Scripture exhorts us that we will
know a tree by the fruit it bears. Countless AG people, and credentialed leaders, have
testified to drawing much closer to the Lord as a result of Ruth’s books and teachings. We
have personally talked with those who were on the verge of dropping out of ministry until they read,
“Strengthening the Soul of Your Leadership,” her book based on the life of Moses. Ruth was chosen
by our credentialed women in ministry committee because so many of them have come to appreciate
her message of setting aside all the busyness and noise to focus on Jesus, and quietly wait upon the
Lord. It’s really no wonder that the enemy would like to keep this message from being heard. He would
prefer that Christian leaders remain too busy to stop their activity, wait on God, and hear from Him.
It is our prayer that God will use this event to continue to draw women closer to Him and to
help our female ministers fulfill their calling with longevity, spiritual health, and an even greater
anointing of the Holy Spirit."
The Task Force for the Women in Ministry-AGTS Event at General Council____________________________________________________________________________ THIS BLOG WOULD LIKE TO REFUTE THE ABOVE APOLOGETIC OF BARTON BY REFERRING TO A PREVIOUS POST OF OURS SHOWING BARTON'S LONG HISTORY OF CATHOLIC, BUDDHIST, AND EASTERN MYSTICAL INCLINATIONS, EDUCATIONAL BACKGROUND, ASSOCIATIONS AND TEACHINGS: Ruth Haley Barton and her Transforming Center (see: http://www.thetransformingcenter.org/) Video here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCKTa0EGEdE&list=UUbhNejtTjSPfsbJEmDDrq4g&index=4, operate out of a Catholic convent in Wheaton, Illinois known as the Loretto Center (see: http://lorettocenter.org/), which has its own pagan labyrinth http://lorettocenter.org/labyrinth.html, and is run by the IBVM nuns. The Institute of the Blessed Virgin Mary, founded in 1609, is an apostolic community of Catholic women present in 26 countries across six continents. We live our Ignatian (Saint Ignatius Loyola of the Jesuit priests) spirituality of "contemplatives in action" cherished by our founder, Mary Ward. Barton led a Catholic Good Friday "Stations of the Cross" at the Loretto Chapel on March 29, 2013. See: http://www.transformingcenter.org/events/good-friday-service-2/. Barton has been trained at the Shalem Institute, http://www.shalem.org/, and contains contemplative articles by other of Shalem's affiliates here http://www.shalem.org/index.php/resources/publications/articles-written-by-shalem-staff. Because Barton is mentioned above in Wilhoit's book, we would like to expand further on this one person's long term Catholic/Buddhist (eastern) contemplative/mystical influence over churches and Christians. This is not to imply that the others Wilhoit quotes in his book are any less dangerous to true Christianity because of their contemplative/mystical positions. Barton has had a long association with Shalem which recently had a "Contemplative Communion Good Friday Service". See: http://www.shalem.org/index.php/shalem-programs/contemplative-communion-service/22-groups/289-contemplative-communion-service?tmpl=component&print=1&page=. Lighthouse reports: "Shalem’s contemplative roots go back to its beginning. And when we say contemplative, we mean contemplative in its “purest” form, meaning interspiritual, universalistic, New Age/New Spirituality, and so forth. But the story from our vantage point (actually a two-fold story) is that first, mainstream Christianity (United Methodist, Episcopal, etc) has stepped over that line onto the New Age playing field, and second, largely because of one key figure who was trained at Shalem, the evangelical church is right behind them. "Barton was trained at the Shalem Institute and later became the Associate Director of Spiritual Formation at Willow Creek. There, she teamed up with John Ortberg to create Willow Creek’s curriculum on Spiritual Formation. While Richard Foster was bringing contemplative prayer into the church through his 1978 classic Celebration of Discipline, Barton and Ortberg were bringing it in through a side door, the highly influential Willow Creek. Today, both Barton and Ortberg are actively doing their part in bringing about this paradigm shift to evangelical Christianity." If one would like to see what the evangelical church is becoming, one only needs to take a look at Ruth Haley Barton today. After she left Willow Creek, she went on to start her own organization, The Transforming Center. There, her program trains thousands of pastors and church leaders how to become contemplative." Barton's biography can be found at: http://www.shelfari.com/authors/a975772/Ruth-Haley-Barton/. In September 2008, Apprising reported in depth on Barton here: http://apprising.org/2008/09/17/who-is-ruth-haley-barton/, in which Ken Silva reports that Shalem was founded by Tilden Edwards, who in his book, "Spiritual Friend: Reclaiming the Gift of Spiritual Direction", Edwards enlightens us that his particular: "mystical stream is the Western bridge to Far Eastern spirituality (and to that of Sufi Moslems and some Hassidic Jews in the West as well). The Zen warning not to confuse the pointing finger…for the moon to which it points is a saying that a Christian mystic easily understands. It is no accident that the most active frontier between Christian and Eastern religions today is between contemplative Christian monks and their Eastern equivalents. Some forms of Eastern meditation informally have been incorporated or adapted into the practice of many Christian monks, and increasingly by other Christians." As Ken Silva reported in this same article, Edwards admires and quotes both Catholic and Buddhist monks, and Barton follows suit. There is abundant evidence of this in their writings. Apprising also reported on Barton here: http://apprising.org/2008/10/22/pastor-ruth-haley-barton-on-her-national-pastors-retreats/, where she calls herself a "pastor" (pastrixes are not Christian), and talks about going into the Catholic "Great Silence" in this video: Power to Stand Ministries has already warned on December 20, 2012 about Barton's influence on Women of Gracehttp://www.wgusa.org/ here: http://powertostand.blogspot.com/2012/12/fgbc-concerns-pt-5-contemplative.html, and is very similar to our serious concerns about Barton. Sometimes Barton denies any "eastern emptying of the mind" as in this video, which contradicts all prior endorsements of both Catholic and Buddhist mystical practices and her own spiritual "practices" taught to others, and which certainly do involve such emptying into a "state of nothingness". In this video and much of her other media sources there is the emphasis on the "unmediated" (i.e., without Jesus Christ) access to God, which is totally un-Christian. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_5ZC8yzlao. Barton will be attending the Assembly of God "Believe" conference event in Orlando, Florida, August 5-9, 2013, along with Franklin Graham, Christine Caine of Hillsong, Australia, Judah Smith, and Joni Eareckson Tada, among many others. See: http://generalcouncil.ag.org/. Barton has studied the Enneagram with Russ Hudson of the Enneagram Institute https://www.enneagraminstitute.com/.  http://www.letusreason.org/Current42.htm. Christian Answers For the New Age (CANA) explains the occult mystical origins of the enneagram, and further links worth exploring: http://www.christiananswersforthenewage.org/Articles_Enneagram.html. Apprising has an article http://apprising.org/2012/01/16/peter-scazzero-introducing-enneagrams-into-mainstream-evangelicalism/, showing the enneagram being used by Peter Scazzero of New Life Fellowship Church, Elmhurst, Queens, New York City http://newlifefellowship.org/, and Emotionally Healthy Spirituality http://www.emotionallyhealthy.org/. The same article shows that Scazzero is importing such into Bill Hybels' Willow Creek Association. This video explains the enneagram which Lighthouse explains as occult ancient Sufi typology of nine personality types or primary roles. See: http://www.lighthousetrailsresearch.com/blog/?p=2298: |
NEW VIDEO: MARYLAND THE "GO TO" STATE FOR LATE TERM ABORTIONS FOR DOCTOR CARHART
MARYLAND ALLOWS LATE TERM ABORTIONS UP TO 28 WEEKS.
DR. LEROY CARHART,
ONE OF FOUR KNOWN THIRD TRIMESTER, LATE TERM ABORTIONISTS
SAYS IT'S "LIKE 'MUSHY' MEAT IN A CROCKPOT, A SLOW COOKER", AFTER THE SHOT(S). HIS "TOOLKIT" CONTAINS A "PICKAXE AND A DRILL BIT". "WE JUST TAKE IT OUT IN PIECES" IF THE SHOT WHICH INDUCES DELIVERY DOESN'T WORK. "I THINK YOU'LL BE AFFECTED FOR THE POSITIVE". BUT, UNDER HIS CARE, JENNIFER MORBELLI DIES FROM PROCEDURE:
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
LILA ROSE OF LIVE ACTION TALKS WITH MIKE HUCKABEE ABOUT ABORTION CENTERS
LILA ROSE:
"WOMEN DON'T HAVE TO KILL OUR CHILDREN TO ACHIEVE OUR DREAMS"
See YouTube video of the interview:
"WOMEN DON'T HAVE TO KILL OUR CHILDREN TO ACHIEVE OUR DREAMS"
See YouTube video of the interview:
Monday, May 6, 2013
Sunday, May 5, 2013
JASON HAUSER & MIKE GENDRON BOTH EX-CATHOLICS OF PROCLAIMING THE GOSPEL
Testimony of Jason Hauser:
Jason Hauser - Dallas, TX
God Used an Atheist to Reach Me
A Proud Catholic
Growing up in a Catholic family I always had a strong reverence for God and appreciation for my Catholic faith. It was more than just a faith I adhered to but the history, identity, and blood of my family. My confirmation, first communion, and first trip to the Vatican were each very memorable and important events for me as a young Catholic. I never rebelled against my Catholic upbringing and always felt assured I was in a good place because I knew a long list of Catholics who who didn't know, believe or practice half of what I did.
Reflecting back on my childhood, I providentially had a few friends who belonged to grounded Christian families but in my Catholic pride I actually looked down on them spiritually. I believed them to be well meaning but misguided because they adhered to just a "splinter" of the one true Catholic Church. In hindsight, I thank the Lord for these friends who were grounded in Christ and welcomed me into their lives with their biblical values. Looking back, all the trouble I got myself into was when I was with other groups of friends (Prov 12:26).
When I moved away for college, I was well aware that the direction of my Catholic faith was now completely in my hands. I religiously went to Mass throughout college, often alone because few Catholic friends of mine had the same interest. In the mix, along with my Catholic faith during college, was my personal belief that college was a season of having fun and enjoying the experience. My priority for "having fun" quickly gave way to a party lifestyle and it led to one bad decision after another. Despite all the sin in my life, I never felt guilty because I always compared myself to others who were worse. I also rationalized that, even though I didn't do a lot of things right, my intentions were good.
A Hypocrite Exposed
One Sunday morning, during my senior year, I was leaving for Mass and my atheist roommate asked me where I was going. I told him that I was going to church and then he asked me "why." I reminded him of the obvious that I was a Christian and sarcastically stated, "that is what Christians do." He then said, "You're not a Christian" in a confused way as if he didn't understand how I could say I was. I knew he wasn't being mean or attacking me but simply being brutally honest with what didn't add up in his mind. He didn't need to explain himself as it was common knowledge throughout our apartment how often and crazy I partied, how often I spoke with obscenities, and how immoral my lifestyle had become. With a hangover that morning even, I rushed off to Mass and continued to ponder that conversation throughout the week. I recognized that he had called me out and with good reason. Though I affirmed the Catholic teaching I had been taught and considered myself a strong Christian, what truly governed my day to day decisions was my own value system.
A week later, still without resolution with this personal dilemma, I found myself having trouble sleeping at night. Up to that point my prayers were frequent but casual and often repetitive and memorized. I needed to talk with God and I had both a lot to say and ask. I had been greatly humbled and couldn't lie to myself any longer, I didn't know God and I felt like a phony hypocritical Christian. How could I go to Mass, wear a cross around my neck, and call myself a Christian when I knew nothing I did was grounded in biblical teaching. Broken and humbled, I pleaded with God to reveal Himself to me. I was at a new low and out of desperation confessed to God that I didn't know if He existed or not. I knew I was sitting on the fence, claiming to be a Christian when I lived like a pagan. I prayed to God that He would reveal Himself to me so that I could confidently follow Him with all my heart which is what He deserved if He did exist. If I came to conclude that He wasn't real, I was prepared to stop "wasting my time" trying to be spiritual. Little did I know that over the next year the Lord would begin to answer my prayer to know Him.
Through a series of events God providentially brought strong grounded Christians who truly lived out their faith across my path. One of those influential people was a Christian girl, who I became very attracted to because of her faith which she truly lived out. Trying to keep up with her, I bought my first study Bible, began journalling about my prayers and what I believed the Lord was doing in my life, and I started asking her lots of questions about important matters of faith that I never fully understood. Humbled by how grounded she was in her faith, I agreed to attend my first non Catholic church service. I was skeptical of anything non Catholic but at the same time curious because she had something I didn't. My initial impression of the church was that without stained glass windows or candles it didn't seem very spiritual of a place. I thought the pastor's suit made him look more like a business man than a man of God and I thought the words on the screen for the hymns we sung felt like Karaoke. Despite my criticisms, I couldn't deny that I learned a lot in the Bible study before the service. I was amazed with the fellowship of people who came early and left late. There was a true community unlike the Catholics I knew all too well that slipped in late and slipped out right after communion. When people sang it was with a passion that was foreign to me than any mass I had ever attended. The pastor's message was four times the length of the average homily I was used to, and I was greatly convicted to apply the biblical truth discussed to my life. Though I tried hard to look down on this Christian church, I couldn't deny that it had more heart than anything I had ever been exposed to. Upon graduating college, though I parted ways with that Christian girl who was such a blessing in my life, I would continue visiting different protestant churches and providentially meeting strong Christian believers in the most random of places.
My Salvation
All this time I had been growing in my faith and thought if ever I was a Christian it was now. After all, I was reading my Bible regularly, excited about church, and encouraged by everything I was learning. After moving, I needed to find a good church that was true to the Word of God. I had mixed feelings about Catholicism and wasn't growing in that environment and at the same time I was weary of mainline Protestant churches that had their own biases. I simply wanted to study the Word of God and live it out based on what it says. I found a small independent Bible centered church that expressed just those values. I then discovered that there was a Sunday morning Bible study before the service for new believers. Considering myself relatively new with a new boost in my faith over the past year I signed right up. The class worked through Jerry Bridges' book "Growing your Faith" week by week, chapter by chapter. It wasn't but a few weeks into the class that I stumbled upon Ephesians 2:8-9 for the first time.
"For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast."
I couldn't believe what I was reading, it was as if the words just leaped off the page. As a Catholic I always knew Jesus Christ died for my sins and rose from the grave but I never knew what to do with that truth. I found myself simply trying to stay close to the "true Church", keep the sacraments, and be a good person. In my Catholicism with my own best efforts, my sin ran rampant which was evidenced based on how I spent my years in college (Rom 7:10). It wasn't just the wild partying though, I had all kinds of other sin throughout my life that I casually found myself partaking in and so easily overlooked up till now (Rom 3:23). Now I saw that Christ died for me and my sin, and this was a gift, given by God's grace. There was nothing I could do to earn this gift (it goes against the nature of a gift to try to merit it, Rom 11:6), I simply had to receive it. In receiving this gift, God gets all the glory, not me, I simply am the beneficiary. Right there I found myself driven to prayer repenting of my former lifestyle, sinful ways, trusting in my own good works to save me, and acknowledging that I was turning my life towards Christ and receiving what He had accomplished completely for me through His death and resurrection. For the first time in my life, the words to the hymn "Amazing Grace" which I learned as a child came to mind and now made sense. All of this felt analogous to me believing I had perfect vision and then one day someone handing me a pair of eyeglasses which I felt I had no need for. It was as if when I put them on for the first time I saw the details of the world around me and realized that all my life I had been blind. I thought I knew what a Christian was, I thought I understood salvation, I thought I was doing things right, but I couldn't have been more lost.
A New Creation
The next day, there was something new in me that I didn't fully recognize at first. As I found myself presented again with old sinful habits and partaking in sin that never once crossed my mind before, for the first time ever I was convicted and burdened by such sin. I realized that I was willfully heaping more sin on my Savior who died on the cross for my sin. I no longer saw sin as something to blindly indulge in and enjoy but rather as something I desired to steer as clear away from as possible.
Up to this point, I had never settled where my Catholic upbringing and faith fit in with all of this I had experienced so I began studying the issues. I soon found that in the Council of Trent and other various Catholic teachings that Rome spoke very clearly against everything key to my new salvation by faith through grace. In fact I saw that Rome taught I was an anathema if I didn't renounce giving my life to Christ and trusting solely in His perfect work on the cross. Catholicism was still part of my identity, so walking away from it was not something I could easily do. I found myself arguing for both sides and wondering if there was some possible way that I was misunderstanding what Rome was teaching and how it so blatantly was opposed to what God's Word says.
I signed up at a large local Catholic church's evening classes on the Catholic faith. I recognized that I needed to hear Catholic teaching right from the source if I was going to make a fair analysis. I went there with my Bible and a notepad week after week listening to every detail and looking for traces of the gospel of salvation in the teaching. Over the months that followed, we learned about church history, the Catholic sacraments, and Vatican II. As the last few classes neared the end of the series it became apparent to me that I was not going to hear the gospel message. I also noticed a theme that as much as the church was talked about, seldom if ever was Jesus Christ ever spoken of. Sadly none of the disciplined people attending these classes would hear the gospel message and how they could find salvation in Christ. Rather, we were all taught how one must simply adhere to Roman Catholicism and receive the sacraments and through that we were right on track. I became upset that the priests were instructing these people of all the things they needed to do and yet the gospel of salvation was never addressed. People were given false confidence and putting their trust in the church and its leaders rather than their Lord and Savior. I now had clarity that not only did their traditions nullify the Word of God and oppose the gospel, but that they didn't even know the gospel. I had no choice but to part ways with Roman Catholicism and renounce its false teachings and put my trust in Christ alone according to the teachings of God's Word alone.
Good Fruit
From the time of my salvation and growth in the grace and knowledge of Jesus, the person I am today is night and day different from the person I used to be. As I went on to share the testimony of God's grace in my life and His Gospel with others, especially Catholic family and friends, I soon found it was not welcomed and often met with hostility. My biggest surprise was the large amount of Protestants who though they didn't adhere to false Catholic teaching were just as far from Christ and salvation. I soon learned that Jesus spoke with great clarity and offered the best explanation regarding those who have found eternal life. In His sermon on the mount He says:
"Enter by the narrow gate. For the gate is wide and the way is easy that leads to destruction, and those who enter by it are many. For the gate is narrow and the way is hard that leads to life, and those who find it are few." -Matt 7:13-14
"Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. On that day many will say to me, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and cast out demons in your name, and do many mighty works in your name?' And then will I declare to them, 'I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness.'" -Matt 7:21-23
Greatly burdened for the billion plus Catholics in the world, who are like I once was and have a false confidence with what awaits them in eternity, I'm dedicated to giving my life to reaching them. I also recognize that in our current Christian culture the truths of the Reformation have been marginalized and many Christians have little discernment regarding the gospel. There is great need for clarification of what the gospel is and how groups like Roman Catholicism are leading others astray by their false teachings.
If you'd like to talk to me about anything you have read above, I can be reached at:jason@proclaimingthegospel.org
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Mike Gendron's "Reversing the Reformation" YouTube video:
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Testimony of Mike Gendron:
Mike Gendron - Plano, TX
A Testimony of God's Amazing Grace
As a devout Roman Catholic I believed I was on the way to heaven until I began reading the Bible at the age of 34. I was horrified to see that I was really destined for a Christ-less eternity in hell. Being ignorant of God's word, I was following a way that seems right to a man, but in the end it leads to death (Proverbs 14:12). Then God called me to Himself through His Gospel which is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes (Romans 1:16). Now I know Jesus has saved me completely and forever! He has paid the complete punishment for all my sins and has given me the assurance of eternal life. Through His amazing grace, God has brought about some dramatic changes in my life.
As a Catholic for over 30 years, my life was characterized by four words–worldly, religious, enslaved and deceived. But thanks be to God, my life is now expressed, with heartfelt gratitude, by these four words–liberated, forgiven, reconciled and secured.
My Life Without Jesus
Worldly
From the world's perspective my first 34 years were uncommonly successful. I excelled in athletics, playing varsity baseball all the way through college, and winning a gold medal in springboard diving. After earning a master's degree in business, I channeled all my competitive energy into a rapid climb to the top of the corporate ladder. This enabled me to quickly obtain great wealth and recognition but it also led me into a hedonistic, pleasure-seeking lifestyle. I was corrupted by deceitful desires and had given myself over to sensuality, with a continual lust for more (Ephesians 4:19). I built my half million-dollar dream house in one of the most prestigious neighborhoods in Dallas, joined a fabulous country club and purchased a Mercedes 380 SL sports car and the universal sign of accomplishment, a gold Rolex watch. Yet with all this success and wealth, there was still a nagging void in my life. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh and the lust of the eyes and the boastful pride of life, is not from God, but is from the world (1 John 2:16).
Enslaved
My enslavement was all encompassing and I was powerless to do anything about it. Not only was I in bondage to sin but also to the legalism of Catholic traditions (Colossians 2:8). The Catholic priests, like the Judaizers were false brethren who kept me in bondage (Galatians 2:4). Their confessional box was a place I dreaded to go. Each week I had to confess the same sins to the same priest because I was disobedient, deceived, and enslaved to various lusts and pleasures (Titus 3:3). Many times I would disguise my voice so the priest wouldn't know it was me again. Undeniably, I was ensnared by the devil, held captive by him to do his will (2 Timothy 2:26).
Religious
As a devout Catholic, I faithfully participated in religious rituals and received the sacraments to merit God's grace and to avoid the fires of hell. In retrospect I was motivated more by a fear of hell than a desire to be with God. Some of my good works included being an altar boy for 7 years, teaching Catholic doctrine to high school students and initiating the first Little Rock Scripture Study at a Catholic Church in Dallas. This religious activity gave me an external righteousness that covered my corrupt and depraved nature. Yet according to Isaiah, all my righteous acts were like filthy rags (64:6). I had a zeal for God but it wasn't based on biblical knowledge so I sought to establish my own righteousness before God (Romans 10:1). Now I know how Satan destroys religious people for their lack of knowledge (Hosea 4:6).
Deceived
I had no way to discern truth from error because I was biblically ignorant. It wasn't that I didn't have a Bible, in fact, I had a huge one displayed in my home as a sign of piety. I never bothered to read it because the priests told me it was too difficult to understand. No one ever told me the Bible sets forth the truth plainly to every man's conscience (2 Corinthians 4:2). Because of my lack of biblical knowledge I was easily deceived. I lived in error because I did not know the Scriptures or the power of God (Matthew 22:29). Satan, who deceives the whole world had blinded me from the truth of the Gospel (Revelation 12:9, 2 Corinthians 4:4). I was separated from the life of God because of the ignorance that was in me (Ephesians 4:18).
My Life With Jesus
Liberated
In 1981, after attending an apologetics seminar called "Evidence for the Christian Faith," the Bible became my sole authority in all matters of faith. I began searching for answers to questions that priests were unable to explain. I was amazed at how often the Bible contradicts Catholic teaching and tradition. Soon I faced a difficult dilemma. With my eternal destiny hanging in the balance I had to make a decision. Should I trust the Word of God or the teachings and traditions of the Catholic Church? Once I saw it from that perspective it became an easy decision. The truth of God's word began to set me free from the legalistic bondage of the Catholic Church. I read where Jesus came to release the captives, and to set free those who are downtrodden (Luke 4:18). He said: If you abide in My word, then you are truly disciples of Mine; and you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free (John 8:31-32). The ransom payment for delivering sinners from the bondage of sin was the precious blood of Jesus. He gave Himself for us, that He might redeem us from every lawless deed and purify for Himself a people for His own possession, zealous for good deeds (Titus 2:14). It is through the power of the Holy Spirit that I can put to death the evil deeds of the flesh (Romans 8:13). The battle between my sin nature and the indwelling power of the Holy Spirit is ever present within me but by God's grace, sin no longer is master over me. Thanks be to God that, though I was a slave of sin, by His power He made me a slave of righteousness (Romans 6:17-18).
Forgiven
As a Catholic each time I confessed my sins to a priest he told me I was forgiven. But was I really? I never even knew what God's forgiveness meant or what God's justice demanded as punishment for sin. Each time I entered the Catholic Church I saw Jesus hanging on a cross but I never knew why he had to die. I never knew, that is, until I read in the Bible that the penalty for sin is death, eternal separation from God in the lake of fire (Romans 6:23, Revelation 20:14). The sin debt that must be paid to satisfy God's justice is death. Then I discovered "to forgive" means "to cancel a debt that is owed." So when God forgives a sinner He cancels the entire debt for all their sins–past, present and future. My substitute, Jesus Christ cancelled the certificate of debt against me. It was nailed to the cross (Colossians 2:14). Jesus suffered and died so that I could live. He was pierced for my transgressions. He was crushed for my iniquities (Isaiah 53:5). Oh how can it be that my God and Creator should die for me? The answer is profoundly given in one word – love. God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us (Romans 5:8). My sin, not in part but the whole, was nailed to the cross. I bear it no more! God made Him who knew no sin to be sin on my behalf, so that I might become the righteousness of God in Him (2 Corinthians 5:21). This was the greatest news I had ever heard! No longer was I condemned to death but justified to life! I was acquitted because God, the righteous judge, saw that justice was served through His Only Son. Jesus abolished death and brought life and immortality to light through the gospel (2 Timothy 1:10) Through His name everyone who believes in Him receives forgiveness of sins (Acts 10:43).
Reconciled
Once I knew I had been reconciled to God through the death of His Son, I no longer needed priests offering sacrifices for my sins. For by one offering Jesus has perfected for all time those who are sanctified (Hebrews 10:14). No longer is there a sin barrier separating me from God (Isaiah 59:2). Jesus has given me access to the Father (Ephesians 2:18). This was powerfully demonstrated at His death when the four-inch temple veil, separating man and his sin from God, was torn open from top to bottom. Christ died for sins once for all, the just for the unjust, in order that He might bring us to God (1 Peter 3:18). Those who trust the redeeming work of Christ can exchange their religion for a relationship with almighty God. Through the blood of His cross Jesus is able to present me before God holy and blameless (Colossians 1:20-22). Jesus changed my relationship with God from one of hostility to one of peace and harmony.
Secured
Each time I got on an airplane as a Catholic I experienced a nagging fear as to where I would spend eternity if the plane went down. I never knew if my sins were serious enough to warrant hell or if I had done enough good works to qualify for heaven. Now as a Christian, I know eternal life is not determined by what I do for God but by what God has done for me. I no longer have to wonder about my eternal destiny. It is based on the assertive faithfulness of God. I am secure in Christ and nothing I do will ever change God's promises to me. Jesus promised that He will lose no one the Father has given Him. For this is the will of My Father, that everyone who beholds the Son and believes in Him, may have eternal life; and I Myself will raise him up on the last day (John 6:39-40). I came to realize that eternal life, by its very nature, can never be terminated. I am held securely in the hands of the Father and the Son and no one can snatch me away (John 10:27-30).Those whom God justifies He also glorifies (Romans 8:30). The Holy Spirit, who is given as a pledge of our inheritance, seals everyone who hears and believes the Gospel of salvation in Christ (Ephesians 1: 13-14). Based on God's promises, I am more confident of spending eternity in heaven than one more day on earth.
I am forever thankful that God has made me alive in Christ, healed my spiritual blindness, adopted me into His family and given me the privilege of telling others about His amazing grace! The life I live, I now live for Him!
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